Nothing Like Us. || Self. 

Lately I’ve been thinkin’, thinkin’ bout what we had. I know it was hard, it was all that we knew, yeah. Have you been drinkin’? To take all the pain away, I wish that I could give you what you deserve… 'Cause nothing can ever, ever replace you. Nothing can make me feel like you do, yeah. You’d know there’s no one I can relate to, I know we won’t find a love that’s so true…

Chace turned off his car and just sat there for a moment. It had been 2 days since he told Zac, about what happened in Ireland, that he wish he could take back with every fiber inside of his body. Why did he have to be so stupid? He thought to himself as he tried to hold back the tears he could feel welling in his eyes. Zac..was the best thing to ever happen to him, what he did made him feel like more of a fuck up than he already was. Making his way to his apartment, he kept his black hoodie’s hood up and his head down, clearly just wanting to get inside so he could be alone. All he wanted to happen, was everything just go away and be okay again. But he knew that this would change everything between them and that’s another thing he hated about what he did.

Lost in confusion, like an illusion…

Throwning his keys down on the kitchen counter, he took off his jacket and went into his bedroom, sitting himself on his bed. The last time he was here, it was to get away from his parents, but eventually his sister Candice knew where he was and brought him back home. “Why can’t you be here, now?” he muttered to himself angrily. Chace lifted himself off of his bed without thinking about what he was even doing. All he did, was step in his shower and turn it on—fully clothed and everything. He sat himself down, and put his knees to his chest, just letting the water rain down on him. That’s when he broke down. It’s like everything hit him all at once. What he wanted was for Zac to come running through his door, and tell him everything’s okay and that he loves him— but Chace knew that wasn’t going to happen. He had never felt this strongly about anyone in his 27 years of being alive. Zac made him feel like he could do anything..be anything that he wanted to be. He made him feel like he was good enough for someone to actually love him, and that he was truly happy. 

Tell me, was it worth it? We were so perfect.
But, baby, I just want you to see…

Now that was slowly slipping through his fingers everyday and there was nothing that Chace could do to stop it. He loved Zac. With every single muscle and fiber in his body. Now, soon enough, that would all be gone..and so would he.

There’s nothing like us,

there’s nothing like you and me, 

together through the storm. 

There’s nothing like us,

there’s nothing like you and me,

Together.




posted 1 year ago with 4 notes
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#wow crying #para
  1. thezac-attack said: DON’T DO THIS TO ME WHY WOULD YOU I’LL DIE I’M DEAD GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD
  2. ladyydi said: IM crying byEee
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